Tired...
Even though I didn't write the following (I found it on another site), this still says how I'm feeling right now...maybe one day, someone will actually listen & care...until that day, well, ya, here ya go...
I'm
tired of being sad.
I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of
feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of
feeling stuck. I'm tired
of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being
alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of
dreaming of a life
I will never have. I'm tired of
missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of wishing
I could start all over. I'm tired of
not being able to just let go. I'm tired of faking it. I'm tired of
being different.
I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired
of needing help. I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going
to let me be
happy. Most of all, I'm just I'm
tired of being tired.
*Jolene*
Don't see this time as a burden. See it as an opportunity. Instead of saying, maybe tomorrow, say, today. Now.
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